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Max Matta  

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A Cold Warm Chill.....

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 24, 2007, 7:41 PM
I feel cold to see the abuse that these beautiful people go through just so they can have what people fuck up everyday, love

I feel warm because these people relive and told there stories to ispire other to push forward and fight for the love that is our birth right

Thank you for telling me about this Shannon and Sarah....

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

—IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG … REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG/JOURNAL

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: Lancaster, CA
  • Interests: Drawing funny stuff, videogames, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Shaun of the Dead
  • Favourite band or musician: Tons
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock or Techno
  • Favourite artist: Gary Larson & Adams
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King
  • Favourite photographer: ???
  • Favourite style or digital art: Manga and Cartoon Animation
  • Operating System: HP
  • MP3 player of choice: 60GB Ipod
  • Shell of choice: ????
  • Wallpaper of choice: Awsome Deviant Arts
  • Skin of choice: Human
  • Favourite game: Timesplitters Series
  • Favourite gaming platform: Sega Genisis
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cuddles the Bunny
  • Personal Quote: Sometimes my Brain Talks Faster Than my Mouth Can Think
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Pen, and Paper

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Devious Comments

~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Mar 23, 2008, 6:36:58 PM
:] Happy Easter Max! :0

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~Sakuro1300:iconSakuro1300: Feb 6, 2008, 7:22:38 PM
Big Sister Natasha! :D :glomp: :hug:

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:boogie: :dance: :D :D :D :D I'm where Brain cells go to die! :D :D :D :D :dance: :boogie:
~hyperism:iconhyperism: Feb 6, 2008, 6:43:58 PM
I AGREE WITH NATASHA. YOUR MESSAGES NEED SOME SPIFFIN UP.

so um...?

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wow that was creative. :iconironyplz:

not to mention a watse of time since you're not one to reply much...hint hint all of natasha's below comments xD

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~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Feb 5, 2008, 11:42:10 PM
...and my sister, Ria...almost.

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~Sakuro1300:iconSakuro1300: Feb 1, 2008, 9:08:12 PM
Hi hi are you raindazzle's cousin? I'm her classmate in orchestra :D So I take it you're into anime like me? :3

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:boogie: :dance: :D :D :D :D I'm where Brain cells go to die! :D :D :D :D :dance: :boogie:
~Kadrias:iconKadrias: Dec 24, 2007, 12:55:34 PM
Thank you for the fav! <3
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Dec 20, 2007, 10:37:10 PM
Max????

Hulllooo?

Anyway, I have come to give you a little quiz? okay? Not hard, just mentally follow me here...

When Natasha sees you in 4 days she will:

a) smile and say "hi"
b) tell you she is :pissedoff:
c):fork:
d) haunt you for 3 days until you respond to a comment on DevArt, standing behind you with a butcher's knife in case you need persuasion.

If you chose c) or d) you are correct!

j/k, see u at christmas!

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
*thomasinho:iconthomasinho: Dec 16, 2007, 9:54:40 AM
Hi Max,good news:
"THE INSANITY OF JACK TORRANCE" is now available as print!Watch it out [link]
!

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Watch out my prints!

"I was wrong."
John Locke ,s2e23
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Dec 15, 2007, 1:06:17 AM
:iconenterplz::iconmakumatsuta::iconexitplz:

is that awesome or what???

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Dec 5, 2007, 6:03:10 PM
:iconanswerplz:

You have to admit, 42 is an awesome number.

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Dec 2, 2007, 10:51:35 AM
Hellooooo? Down here?

:iconpunchplz:

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Nov 29, 2007, 5:11:03 PM
I thought my neon icon might catch your attention, but do you even bother to look way down here at your comments?

Sheesh.

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Nov 27, 2007, 10:35:35 PM
:icontophatplz:
:iconfrogplz:

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Nov 25, 2007, 7:40:36 PM
oh, and
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:iconurhappyplz:

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Nov 25, 2007, 12:06:22 PM
your comments are lonely. :tears:

you need some action...

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~Brother-Link:iconBrother-Link: Oct 20, 2007, 9:41:03 PM
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,



He said...no.








She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.













She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.













She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...













You're not pretty you're beautiful.













I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.













And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...













SO NOW I WILL SAY:












I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend.












And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint.













Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.











Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow.











It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere.











Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.












Please send to 15 people in 15 minutes.












Remember:













"A good friend will come bail you out of jail....











But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ...












WE screwed up, but we had fun! "












Proud to be your Friend!












Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead.












I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper.











The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.












I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.












I've learned...that money doesn't buy class.












I've learned...that it's those small daily

happenings that make life so spectacular.












I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.











I've learned...that the Lord didn't do it all in one day.












What makes me think I can?












I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.












I've learned.












I've learned...that the less time I have to work, the more things I get done.












To all of you...make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.










Show your friends how much you care.












Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, even if it means

sending it back to the person who sent it to you.
~Kitty1297:iconKitty1297: Oct 10, 2007, 4:21:31 PM
Hey! How are you? :D I saw one of your deviations on the front page as a recent deviation when I signed on. I don't know I just clicked on it and decided to say hi to you cuz I feel like being random! :nod: What's up?

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*points to watcher's list, whispering: "All of those people . . . are watching my every move . . ."* (Quote by: ME! :D)
~Livefreedieyoung:iconLivefreedieyoung: Sep 14, 2007, 2:40:29 PM
Thanks a bunch for the fav~:heart:

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~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Sep 13, 2007, 10:55:27 PM
Well, I'll see ya on saturday

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Sep 9, 2007, 9:36:04 PM
Hey Max- how's everything going? :bounce:

Now that school's started up, I hope you're not too busy :work: :juggle:
So, I thought I'd leave a comment, because your DevArt page's comments seemed so utterly empty. :yawn: :cries:

Oh, and I tagged you for my journal, :pointandlaugh: even though you don't really seem to do many journals. :ohmygod: Oh well, I said hi, so bye!
:bow: :begone: :shakefish:

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~rain-dazzle:iconrain-dazzle: Jul 25, 2007, 1:25:05 PM
Hi! I can't wait for Monday! Sorry about all the mean things my friends said to you... I had no idea they were so harsh. And I had no idea you had such a wide swearing vocabulary...
:wow:
:stupidme:
:omfg:

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...whoever said the best surfer is the one who has the most fun...
...was an old kook.
...the best surfer is the one that can RIP the hardest...
~Culu-Bluebeaver:iconCulu-Bluebeaver: Jul 21, 2007, 1:43:32 AM
Hello :w00t: and thank you very much for the watch.

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